Saturday, January 31
QUIZ SPREE!
You are the Winter Fairy. Others think that you may
have a cold heart, but really, you just like to
spend a little time to yourself every now and
then. You also don't like to be the center of
attention b/c other people suck! (Believe me,
I'm a winter fairy too.)
What season's fairy are you? (w/pics)
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You're an angel. To people, you are a blessing and
answer to their prayers.
What kind of person are you?
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Your wings are BROKEN and tattered. You are
an angelic spirit who has fallen from grace for
one reason or another - possibly, you made one
tragic mistake that cost you everything. Or
maybe you were blamed for a crime you didn't
commit. In any case, you are faithless and
joyless. You find no happiness, love, or
acceptance in your love or in yourself. Most
days are a burden and you wonder when the
hurting will end. Sweet, beautiful and
sorrowful, you paint a tragic and touching
picture. You are the one that few understand.
Those that do know you are likely to love you
deeply and wish that they could do something to
ease your pain. You are constantly living in
memories of better times and a better world.
You are hard on yourself and self-critical or
self-loathing. Feeling rejected and unloved,
you are sensitive, caring, deep, and despite
your tainted nature, your soul is
breathtakingly beautiful.
*~*~*Claim Your Wings - Pics and Long Answers*~*~*
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You belong in the Disney movie, Pirates of the
Caribbean. Your life is a constant drama with
many twists and turns. But in the end there
will be a true romance.
Which movie do you belong in? clh
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Lonliness dominates you. You can hide it well, but
its there, and your friends can see it. You
constantly feel alone, and need to do things to
fill your time. Your afraid to tell people
this, but sooner or later it gets out in a bad
way, and you think you screwed up everything.
And when you are in love is when you are sad
the most. (Please Vote)
What Emotion Dominates you?
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- DEAD
sigh..i am the weakest and lousiest person around. cant even stand up for my own rights. gave in instead. sigh. yea. jealous. very very jealous.
yes. i gave in. pretended nothing happen. so as to calm things down. yea. wadda heck. i'm always doing this things. i just dont understand myself..
yea very jealous. he got closer with other people. sigh. and i am left on the shelf. so jealous.. they are actually "blood-related" now. brothers...sigh. while i, am sitting, un noticed in this lousy corner of the classroom. sigh.. i hate myself. hate alot of things. sigh. aint so good anymore.. give up.. ordinary friends i guess.....
- DEAD
GET OUT! YEA EVERYONE! GET OUT OF MY LOUSY LIFE! LEAVE ME BE! GO FIND SOMEONE ELSE.
i'm not worth your time.. i'm not worth anything. i'm not worth to even have a good friend. after all, doubt our friendship was worth saving. you never cared. or rather, you never bothered.- DEAD
Friday, January 30
Your soul is bound to the Glass Rose: The
Fragile.
"My heart lies somewhere between perfection
and dust. And while my soul is a sight to
behold, I shatter at the blink of an
eye."
The Glass Rose is associated with perfection,
beauty, and frailty. It is governed by the
goddess Aphrodite and its sign is the Looking
Glass, or Tenuous Love.
As a Glass Rose, you have a beautiful soul and
naturally attract people to you. Love comes
naturally to you, but it hardly ever lasts.
Though you embody the perfect form of love,
your own faults are your own undoing.
What Rose Is Your Soul Bound To?
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My inner child is sixteen years old!
Life's not fair! It's never been fair, but while
adults might just accept that, I know
something's gotta change. And it's gonna
change, just as soon as I become an adult and
get some power of my own.
How Old is Your Inner Child?
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ah wells. me the glass rose? know its kinda a girly quiz but i just took it for fun. hah.
sigh. the only way i can think of to be less moody is bury all the shit. yea maybe thats what he does, thats why he doesnt feel sad everyday or being bothered by thigns that hapen a few days ago or something. sigh. but thats not gonna work. if this keeps happening, i might just break down.. sigh. after all, its only me who keeps harping on it. dont see you worrying.. sigh. why cant i be like his other friends? bother less about bad things and just have fun? or maybe because i am this dumb glass rose? sigh. blog getting sadder day by day..
sigh. yea. intended not to talk at all for the whole day. in the end still talked. yea. dumb me. no will power. unlike kenneth who really meant the "no-talking" part. sigh.
went to watch the c boys play against dunman high. gosh. there was a slight hope! but its all due to carelessness. damn.. could have won 3-2... c girls was wrose. their entire tournament only 2 points was the highest. ah wells. maybe the girls would wake up now and realise that they arent as good as they imagine. they actually thoght they can win the tournament. come on! they cant even give a proper ball over the net!.
sigh. harping on it again and again. putting up a mask, not willing to talk it out with him.. i'm such a failure..
- DEAD
Thursday, January 29
whats the point of trying..? sigh.. miserable..very very miserable.. wished i was peter pan. fly away to some island away from this damn place. not having to go to school and get slaughtered..where shall i start..? too many shit to begin with. first i had my previous shit. which definitely, is still here cause that person hasnt changed yet. and probably will never.. theres also my chinese ting xie. yea. got a flat zero. hah. tried to copy one word only. whatever.. damn tired today. almost weak.. kept snoozing off. oh ya. did i mention that i am gonna flunk geography..? not that i never studied but i'm gonna flunk it anyway. and my a maths. oh gosh its like, another potential flunker. sigh. went watched peter pan again today with michelle. was kinda late. lousy newspaper i got. at first say 2.40 actually its 2.30. kns.. that show definitely got some of my real life shit in it. wished i could just fly away.. be happy. the ending too. sigh. he never came back for wendy. but its the one thing he must be barred from forever. maybe its mine too. being barred from the person i watched it with. sigh..
sucks. today is miserable. totally not my day, my week, month and year. bleahs. how much suckier can life get?! him..her..everything.. sigh.. come get me peter pan..!
- DEAD
Wednesday, January 28
bleahx. another sucky day.. every day sucks. yea for me. some people just have a great day and forget it next day. maybe its in your style but its definitely not mine. or maybe you got too many friends to be busy with other then a small asshole like me?sometimes i wished you would jsut get out of my life.. but a few hours later, i would pull you back. i dont know what to think of you anymore.. maybe thats the way its supposed to be. or maybe you awnt it that way but never had the guts to tell me? or maybe you are just plain absent minded? i.. sigh.. i might never forgive myself for making these statements. but right now, thats all i can interpret. maybe you meant it another way and i was wrong? sigh. but you know i wiill forgive you, as usual.. and always..
- DEAD
Tuesday, January 27
arrrgh! tired tired tired. dont bother about the previous few entries. haha. abit nuts. hahaz. ah anyway. feeling kinda sleepy nowadays. who isnt? chinese new year just passed!!started on sunday when i was gambling throughout entire night. didnt have enough sleep cause doing some last minute homework. then on monday[yesterday], i was doing my blog until 1 am. arrgh!! slept late again! this mornign, pushed myself to wake up at 6 cause i was late twice in a row. ended up feeling sleepy entire day. slept in every single lesson!!
during geography, i was leaning backwards and listening to that teacher crooning away. i just dozed off and when i opened my eyes, caught a stare from here. bleahx. after that there is bio. ohmigosh! thats the worse!! bio teacher asked me a question and i answered otu loudy. yea i sounded very awake. he explained the answer and so, i propped my head on the table and waited for him to finish talking. before i knew it, i dozed off!! woke up hearing everyone laughing at me. hahaz. gosh so paiseh! i slept with my face in full view to him!!! bleahx. continued snoozing away for the rest of the day.
went tm fix rui long necklace. yea the necklace was too small for his thick neck. oh gosh.. went bowling with davis, jeremy, kenneth, alvin, marwin and bryan. yea. marwin scored highest. 165. me still training my spin balls. hehex. ah wells. snoozing off while blogging. haha. kkz gotta finish up maths and sleep! nitexx everyone!
- DEAD
one day you're this. next day you're that. sigh.. maybe i was wrong about you. maybe i wasnt. sigh...you probably wont read this. yea not probably. you wont read this cause you never visited my blog once. oh wells. i really dont know what to make of it. you seem different from yesterday. maybe perhaps everyday is a new start.. and bad things are forgotten[since ya so absent-minded]. sigh. strange but, kinda nice. at least we wont dao each otehr for days. EWE how can i even say THAT?! blech.. ah wells. thanx anyway.. for everything..
- DEAD
Monday, January 26
sucks. sucks. sucks. totally sucks. i wont say who but, i am gonna scream it out right here!!fine. maybe you should have gone to another class. i shouldnt have held you back. caused you so much trouble. fine lorx. dumb class. blechx. do what you want!
cant you stop being stiff you lousy piece of wood?! dont think i actually exist in you eyes. maybe i am just a burden to you. yea i think so. a huge burden. you cant probably tell me that so you dao me right? this suckx.
yea its all about your cca. you cca, cca and your cca. i can be waiting for you after school to go home for 3 hours but you will never bother to wait a few lousy minutes for me. *poof* you are already at home. yea. with your cca friends of course!
or maybe i too short, so when you bump into me, you dont even see who did it. just walked right past with the daoest face ever. if you think i suck, just tell me!! or tag! or whatever!! humphz. ya dont have to do this to irritate me one lorx. kns. get lost.
- DEAD
Sunday, January 25
time really flies. there goes my break! damn! oh wells. it was good while it lasted. played blackjack for about 8 hours. from 7 pm to 5 am i guess. oh wells. played for so long and ended up losing 8 bucks. blech. pathetic me.woke up to find out that its already sunday! damn! my homework is not touched at all! oh wells. i can manage i guess. no. i HOPE.. blech.
- DEAD
Friday, January 23
late start. 11 plus woke up. already got guest in my house! changed and went down to meet them. met many of my father side's relatives. haven seen them for AGES. gosh. ate non stop till 5 pm.went down to grandma house. met my myther side relatives and collected more ang baos. watched lord of the rings, second part for the night. nothing much today. collected 528 bucks. whee!
- DEAD
Thursday, January 22
yea. chinese new year. hehex.damn got a late note when i got to school. some new eyar eve man. somemore go for only 1 and a half hours. dots. after school went back to primary school. gosh gerald, ding chang, emmeline and even joel all change ler. gerald dress like so stylo and ding chang hair style looks really good on him. emmeline hair damn long and joel and jia ying both grow so damn tall. hahaz. mrs chiok also the hair so long. hehe.
chat awhile then we left for orchard. quarelled about EVERY single thing. quarelled about what movie to watch, what seat to take, what time slot. then we even quarelled about what to eat. some want KFC, some want Yoshinoya, some want Long John Silver, some want Burger King and I want Subway. tmd. ended up with yoshinoya cause lesser people. even quarelled about sitting with who. blech. sucks.
stand around cine for about an hour before entering cinema. dots rite. did nothing at all ok! watched Peter Pan. ohmigawd its such a cute movie. hehe. kinda like it. but some parts are really damn lame. hahaz.
everyone pang sey me. i ownself walk to taka. what sia. wanna buy my bag. in the end taka closed! blech!! suxx. went home without my new bag. arrrgh!!
reunion dinner! woohoo! wonderful. ate steam boat. ate lotsa food. hehe.
my 8 yr old cousin wanted to drink coke. but i already gave them to the maid. he didnt ask and he just crawled through the window for it. then i pull him down, he beat me. got free hand, he anhow swing. got free leg also anyhow swing. kns. then he refuse to say anything. no apology, no please no nothing! then he kept whacking me. of course my strength mroe then him i pin him down. he screamed the whole house down and started crying. woah worse still, everytime he can attack, he would sneak behind me and punch my back, claw at me, pinch and whack. siao bo?! come on lor. he in the wrong lor. scold him like gazillion times but he NEVER listen. what sia. he like to act smart and boast and talk big. cant really do anything well. then he just keep doing the same old damn thing over and over again. kns. some chinese new year.
- DEAD
Tuesday, January 20
A friend is someone we turn to when our spirits need a lift,A friend is someone we treasure for our friendship is a gift.
A friend is someone who fills our lives with beauty, joy, and grace
And makes the whole world we live in a better and happier place.
Standing by,All the way.
Here to help you through your day.
Holding you up,When you are weak,
Helping you find what it is you seek.
Catching your tears,When you cry.
Pulling you through when the tide is high.
Absorbing your voice when you talk.
Standing by when you learn to walk.
Through thick and thin, I'll be here.
Just want to say, you are my friend
[adapted from Jin Jing]
sorry jingz i never ask you. but this poem is really nice. hope you dont mind. really sweet poem. me wish to dedicate it to my 2 other shit friends on the background. hahaz. and to everyone close to me too.
boring day. had a vegetarian lunch and dinner. blech. nothing much. got full marks for vocab even though i studied for only 5mins. hehe.
tomorrow is chinese new year eve. sigh. gonna see my primary school friends. dont know whether to be happy or bored. sometimes they make me really elated but soemtimes they can just piss me off so bad. haha. oh well. love-hate relationship.
tata. sleeping now. ciao
- DEAD
Monday, January 19
yo! apologies for that jerky mp3. maybe its not jerky on your computer but its definitely jerking all the way in MY comp. hahaz. cannot stand it. blech. well at least it got better after the first time. second time is much more smooth. hehe. just keep listening until end of song. next time the song will get better. and everytime you check back, the song will be smooth! just bear with the first time please! hehe. credits to sharudin. thankue thankue thankue!ah wells. usual monday. boring and hot. as usual.morning had TAF club runs. damn! its back! whatever. ran 4 rounds. tmd. i really weak! i walked at the 2nd and half round. argh! blech. crawled my way back to class. hot, tired and sweaty me! boring english. didnt listen. busy doing bio. bio lessons had practical. play with potato and leek. put in sucrose solutions and water. you know, see how they bend and all. boring too.
recess! boring too! hanged around in class doing nothing. went down to queue up. damn! stupid me. mumbled abuot my hair color. got caught by a councillor. argh! i have to dye back or cut off! T__T my precious secret kept for 3 weeks already now got exposed by the person hiding it! blech. yea. suxx.
rest of the lessons was ultra boring. only got a faint memory of A maths. learning about equations. sucks too. everything sucks. rushed bio at end of the day. went downstairs to eat. argh! rained heavily. as in HEAVILY even in the sheltered canteen i got wet. blech.
went to ka jiao 3A with their chinese new year decorations. hehe. then went to play with 3E's. the fishes hanging outside our class is drowning man! the heavy rain totally ripped them off. blech. they are soggy and torn. oh gosh. shoudlnt have been there man. went back with the choir people. went tm first. gosh. even looking at some earrings they also shuang. blech. bought candy and went back. talked with chui ying about different ways of suicide but all ended up not dying but major injuries. haha. worse then death. you get squashed by moses lim and still not dead kinda thing. hehe.
blogging now and eating my sweets made me remember that i ran like a cow to lose weight and here i am eating candy. oh wells! i am madd! hahaz. late already. gotta save our class decorations. make more fishes! gtg bubyes!
- DEAD
Sunday, January 18
would anyone believe i am an angel? hahaz. this is my first try only. oh wells. snce the quiz says so, hehe. boring day. did nothing. haha. wanna watch paradise hotel now. ciao!
You come from Heaven. You're the purest of pure, a
saint. You're probably an angel sent directly
from Heaven.
Where Did Your Soul Originate?
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- DEAD
Apollo
?? Which Of The Greek Gods Are You ??
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- DEAD
ah wells. boring day.
woke up at 1. actually woke up at 8. then i decided to take a short nap and wake up a few minutes later. ended up i woke up at 1. oh gosh. anyway, ate birds nest for appetiser. hehe. then i cooked my own fried rice. nothing but egg and veggies. then i decided it was too plain so i added some mozarella cheese in it. woohoo! tasted quite good. sticky too. hehe. as if you are eating pizza.
net whole day. did the quiz. hehe i am gandalf, person who shirks responsibility. oh well. went to my grandma house for dinner before going to parkway to do some night shopping. woah so many people even though at 12 plus. bought alot of things and came home. tadah now blogging! hahaz. plain and simple. oh wells.
signing off la. byes!
- DEAD
Saturday, January 17
Congratulations! You're Gandalf!
Which Lord of the Rings character and personality problem are you?
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- DEAD
Friday, January 16
woah so tired now. lets start from morning then...woke up late! shit! woke up at 7, left at 7.10. thank goodness 7.23 i arrive. went back to class then got another problem- i forgot to bring yi wen's birthday present!! shit. benny stared at me and asked,"lao gao where?" oh craps! argh! got scolded by like 12 people? gosh. even got screamed by yi wen. blech. not my day. went canteen. SHIT! didnt bring money. sigh. at that point of time i was convinced that
LIFE SUXX.
rushed back home to bring the presents. thought was kinda early so tried making a card. by the time the card was finished, i was late. oh damnit! rushed out and took a bus to school. so paiseh. late by half an hour. 14 people waiting for me somemore. before that i already passed the presents to canphylia. bluffed yi wen. wah lau benny took opportunity scold me. humphz! anyway,presented the presents and started basketball! at first the other half of the court the players decided to play full court. so disrupted the choir people. they even hit some of the choir people but they didnt bother. wah lau such asses. my piss be with them man! at first was kidna lazy. then left me sitting there cause benny also play. so i might as well play. cannot so anti-social mahx. actually basketball is pretty fun too! i was like kinda playing the person who snatches balls. didnt score any points at all.. worse is i was with jing wei and feng ling. the other group was caroline[shooting queen], jeremy koh[basketball pro] and benny[jumping pro] and rui long[ snatching pro] gosh we were so defeated. 3-50? i think more than that. gosh!
went home with benny again. gosh just reached home. i think lost a few kilos. woohoo! basketball and badminton rocks! hahaz.
- DEAD
Thursday, January 15
hello everyone! yeap new skin. i know its kinda plain but simplicity is the best isnt it? oh well. leave your comments in the tag box! by the way, background is me, benny then davis. hehe. yea we rox!gosh my sec 3 teachers arent that good. some totally sucks. what to do? chemistry is boring cause the teacher so soft and boring. physics is also boring since she crones on and on and on. bio talks crap and some answers are not even in other classes' books! english is damn boring cause the teacher is ultimately ultimately boring. maths is confusing cause i dont know what he is teaching. bet i aint the only one who feels this way. sigh. sec 3 sucks.
played basketball with yiwen, canphylia, shi ya, xiao qing, yuet ting, benny and alvin. gosh i suck! i was blocked by xiao qing! for all those who dont know, i am 163 cm while xiao qing is about 155cm. yes i was blocked!! T___T so paiseh. never score any goal. hahaz.
went home with benny. miss food in australia. dinner nowadays are like plain porridge with chye sim. sianology. hahaz. internet's baack. surfing like shit now. gosh need beauty sleep already.
nites all. sleeping now.. tata!
- DEAD
Tuesday, January 13
yo! i'm baack in cyberspace![as jin jing calls it]. woohoo! must emphasize..WASSUP BABIES! I'M BACK!
hehe. sorry lars. computer crashed. repairing during the whole three weeks. so, nothing much to blog about anyway. changing skin soon. hehex.
lets see. my first week in school. i dont know what to make of it though. sigh. felt like suddenly i didnt know anyone in the class.. which i really dont anyway. everyone got each other's friends and hang out with them. me kinda like suddenly all gone. sigh. 3D... bleachx. anyway, maths is like a killer man. this year's maths i can spend practically half an hour on one miserable question. pui! then mr tan dont really explain properly.. oh wells. make do lorx. everything seems to tough in sec 3. boohoo..
signing off now. got tonnes of homework to do. ciao all!
- DEAD