Tuesday, June 26
moody. exam blues i guess.
i wonder. j-word sucks. turning sour-er
moovee on dude. in e end, its just gonna be u standing right there on your own 2 feet with no support.
talking abt loneliness.. when feeling lonely, even the brightest of day will not light up the heart. yeah, who never felt loneliness before? its cold touch, strong vice-like grip and silent voice. ok what the fuck am i talking about? lol. ahya. feeling of loneliness struck. do u really hafta fill that up with a relationship? i like being alone. got books, youtube, songs, my singapore-idol-unsung-hero-wannabe voice and my daydreams/nightdreams. am i cold? or am i stronger than what loneliness throws at me? maybe one day i will succumb. lol. i don think its loneliness. its peer pressure. its jealousy. i knew it..
ok i have just blabbered my afternoon away. moody la. exams mounting. got scolded for nt taking gp exam. ahhh.
- DEAD
Thursday, June 21
well. am back to type SOMETHING so this blog has some breath left. june holidays came and went. sigh. so fast. if only.. ah well. wads the use right? having these insane CRAVINGS for food. really spontaneous cravings. chicken rice from pasir ris central, ikea chicken wing, ice cream, coffee bean mud pie, nydc baked pasta, blahblahblahhh....
alright i am really blah-ing nonsensically. stop.
- DEAD
Wednesday, June 6
burh. its e june holidays. correction, study break. anyway i spent 5 days of my study break in hongkong and DAMN. i gained 5 kg! ARRRGHH. i was 2 kg away from getting outta taf club. now i am so definitely stuck in taf club. this SUCKS. today is wednesday. have been doing morning jogs in school. 4km each day and i haven lost a single gram. damn. life sucks. 5 days to gain 5 kg. 9 days of hard work that doesnt pay off. bleagh.
been studying in sch these days with pangyu. and MAN, i MISS PANGYU SO MUCH!. been his classmate for 4 years but in jc, we are in different faculties altogether. argh. withdrawal symptons. anyway, he is a total joker. almost every single sentence can be twisted into some dirty joke.
example
me:wah. china got over 300,000 millionaires.
pangyu:wah. 6billion boobs. (million-NEH)
ok this is e most prominent one ringing in my head. there are others.
me: wah pangyu. stop spewing vulgarities.
pangyu: lol. vulgari-tits.
me: heey! your phone can play music! (sarcastically)
pangyu: yea! whose cant? (cunt)
clff: hey. miss sia come already?
pangyu: i dunno. ask if she was moaning. (cum already?)
oh man. i needa record down his phrases man. miss him so much... T_T
- DEAD