Wednesday, September 29
yo my dear lovely pretty beautiful fiery nice sister in australia. love u! that sms vvvv nice. thankue so so so so muchh! will keep it one. haha. dun think i forgotten abt u. heres a HUGE love to u. haha. MUACKS!
amendments. its michelle tan, michelle lau, jing wei, angela and cleo. happy now? haha. thanx once again for that wallet. haa.
now in sch comp lab. so sian. just now recess whole class try strip alan the babi in our class. pull off both his shoes and throw away. hahaha. so fun. den duno got wad du lan math test. buey ta han. sure fail. ah anyway, tcher coming. tataaa
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Monday, September 27
ok. i NEED to thank people. for their presents! so damn touched. nt physically. but. yea, get my point.
class girls! michelle lau, tan jingwei, angela and cleo. BIG THANX TO THAT WALLET! absolutely loved it!
more class girls! aishah! taht box of brownies made my day! I LOVE U!
MORE THANX! ping may lixia and atrina! i ESP LOVE atrina present. flour, cookies, handgrip. i use them ok! oh maaaan. its so damn cool. lixia's great! chocolate rox. and wristbandd from ping may!! ur unexpected!! ahh!
shaun moo! ur teh first guy to pass me teh present! thank u so so much for the oreos!!!
other classes people! KENNETH YEO! i LOVE ur BEAR! argh!! joanne chan!! urs ROX! ami3 cd and bouquet of lolli. IRIS GOH! lovely! haha. cute candy! CHONG CHUI YING! that freaky but lvoely maroon 5 cd was great!!! pearlene! i LOVE UR CHOCOLATES! taste GREAT!
to those tts gonna give *nt bhb. heard got alot belated THANKUE SO MUCH! sebastian tan, oliver and terry. thanxx!
and i wun forget the smses!! JOAN CHEN! ur pic msg was great! ginger! UR THE BEST! the first to wish me at 2 mins after 12. ahhhhh. i'll keep that sms! my cousins lisi and ah girl! thanxx to u ppl!! and i wun forget early presents such as MICHELLE KOE and RACHEL NG! gelare roxx! andy lim! for wishing me on that day, and 45 mins before 12 and fr that fruit plus sweet u gimme! and nt to forget zhang pang yu hu shoved me 2 bucks.
to cousins hu bought 2 swensens ice cream cake for my bdae, u roxx!!! thanx ah ma for that ang bao!! and 1st aunt for that english wish which u had to struggle. dad! for all the things u gave me!! and mom! tt ang bao was great!
wonder did i leave anyone out. ahhh. but to all those whom i left out, i'm sorry my brain could only rmb so much. thanx to all!
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Sunday, September 26
friday. happe bdae to me. lotsa presents. thanx everyone! esp atrina! den chinese oral. totally bad. go home go eat thai restaurant. rocks!
today. afetrnoon go present shopping with cy. v fun. haha. evening go grandma house. celeb my bdae. blow TWO ice cream cakes. haha. v nice day. den my terror cousin spoils it all..
purposely irritate baby cousin whose 1+ and hes 8+. i snatch back the toy. he wan fight with me. constrict his limbs. he ownself twist and turn. blame me. i sat on him. he cried. kicked me. i twist his leg. cry. hit me and try to run. drag him across floor. let him cry dere. say i break his leg. hes dere standing and accusing me of breaking his leg. say i cut his finger. hello? any idiot noes tt i got no nails. cry cry cry. clarify with him. shout. ask y cry. asked a series of rheotical question which is OBVIOUS hes at fault. shouted back say i at fault coz i hit him first. fuck. HE hit ME first. 2 uncles and 1 cousin saw that. hes nonchalant. fuck him. pissed.
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Thursday, September 23
well. nth to blog about. except losing the damn debate. yea. lost. again. ha. wads so surprising. 3A. frends said i was aggressive. den they say cannot hear the tremble in my voice. i was damn scared. tremble alot. i just hadta project my house so freaking loud guess it hid my vibrating throat. and the aggressive part was so wrong. i projected voice at wrong time somemore. wrong words. sigh. totally not prepared. leads to our downfall.. twice. oh well.. evryone did great
aishah improved since 1st debate. v obvious huda was scared, but points went out great. pang yu remained as cooled as ever. image or coolness. unlyk me. kancheong spider. blevh.
its 50 more mins to my bdae. i dun noe y. just feel so threatened. or smth. i dunt noe. v empty now. feeling nothing. thinking of nothing. doing blog. weird night... just sad... wonder wad tmr wud be lyk.
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Wednesday, September 22
heyo. ah. today went on. yea. ha. nth much in class. PE was boring. lyk almost ANTI social. just mooching dere. haha. den lesson. yea. lidat lo. den after sch go home. at first 5 of us go bus stop. 1 by 1 go tm. tmd. den i ownself go hme. happen gk benny and jon going home. so trail behind. they din see. guess it din mattered. i prob tio bully by gk and jon.. ha. although mebbe its just playing playing, but smtimes really pain lo. i weak i noe tt. sigh.
den bus home with benny la. been a long time since we did. few days ago i went to bball court the bench dere and grafitise it. haha. sat dere with benny before. blech. neway. craving for ice kachang with gula melaka. ahhhh. sian. debate and stuff. totally hateful.
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Tuesday, September 21
sadness. enveloped in me. sad sad day. as i watched Titanic, wishing the damn ship will sink faster. no la. haha. v irritated. everyone's toking abt titanic. its a ship tt sunk for goodness sake. ah ya catch the show nxt time. boring day today. brought cam to sch. take pics during class time. haha. stupid guo quan. pose for some dman horny shots. showing his freaking nipple and exposing his boxers. blahh.
after sch go parkway. yeah~ gelare. tio treat. nice waffles. budden sigh. tiny bdae present. nah mind.. bought chocoalte coated sterawberries. damn nice. haha.
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Monday, September 20
boring day at school. english remedial. or smth. sian sia my oral 15/20. tie with krish. sigh. nt top. quite sad... thot i cud be top... wasted.. den lidat lidat lo. pass the day. overslept on bus. den just hooch arnd net. nth much
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Sunday, September 19
today morning went blading. quite confident of doing some stuff liao. haha. picnic. eat lunch. come home intend to study. but oh well, end up sleeping.. wonder if i shud do ting xie or trigo. sigh. nearly tomorrow liao.
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Saturday, September 18
tired. uploading pics to my imagestation. alot of pics din post.. haha.. lets see. nth much today. smth happen, but dun wish to say.. but still, felt much betta after telling it out. only 1 i trust. smtimes wonder if i will just burst becoz of such things tt i dun say out.. felt betta after sharing.. sigh. but he doesnt seem to sahre much with me. mebbe he has a ordinary life.. nt that its a bad thing.
boring neway. nth much here and dere..
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Thursday, September 16
sigh. duno wad to say nor do... feel lyk those outcast. v lonely in class. she hates me now. i deserve it i guess.. i trust too many people. sigh. mom unreasonable. sms my good fren thot can chat. in e end sleep. sigh. no longer the best frens we were. damn sad. the only one i wud ever cry to, is the one i hardly noe anymore..
common tests were pretty below average. nth to say. cant rmb anything much anyway. went for band concert. crazy sushi eating again at heeren with no discount. haha. v fun though. den today got mari kita. heng i sing sia. oni me and a few others sing. the whole class must sing again. hahha. den wad detention la. sianx. ha. dun think i fit anywhere. even the mini gang. sheldon davis rui long and jeremy. ann triple sci. owas tok abt them. den results so good. i nt those results oriented kind lo. sigh. mebbe i shud try. some influence is good. DAMN! my hp just ring. tmd. shocked the shit out of me. vibrate on my sisccors.
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Sunday, September 12
sigh. i am a jerk. lost a fren. but cannot go on bluffing.. sigh.
just realised alvin got a blog. guess i dun noe much abt my frends. anti social me i suppose. learnt a new spin stop for skating. oh ya. i love george huff. haha. duno la. blech. stupid jay chou cd. track 5 and 6 cock up.
nth much nowadays. ha. just lidat lo. bought new slippers. yay. oh ya. new obsession with maroon 5. keep singing. blech. think all the crows die liao with my singing. tmr school. goodbye holidays. hope my common tests come back nt soo bad.
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Friday, September 10
wads up with my net? cant stand it. so fucking lag. i can hardly post any post. if only this piost made it. so many post canont. sigh. cant go into my hotmail. blahhz. my net so lag. argh!
hope things can go in. past few days bore la. today oso. go novena square see dog contest. tail wagging contest at 1. i reached at 2. guessed their tails wagged the way to the finish. late. but saw some dogs. consolation. ha. oh well.. den go gradnma house. so cute my babier cousin. not the terrorising one. haha. but oso beginning to get naughty. ah wells. lifes lidat.
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Wednesday, September 8
ai ni. haha. cyndi wang song. listening now. lotas things happen. shatn elaborate.. sigh.
went parkway today. ate alot along the way. wad to do. my mom around, just keep eating. den i wanna buy slipper. end up SHE bought a slipper. blech. haha.
yesterday was nice. went badminton with gm ppl. yay. long time no see kuan yu. his hair is horrible. den ate long johns. damn. chicken meats become nuggets or smth. damn tiny. boo.
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Friday, September 3
ahh sorry din blog. haha. lets blog now. lets add some stuff new to my bdae list. hahaha. converse white pants size 38. hahaha. errr billabong leather wallet. new sling bag or mebbe a new bag. anything. billabong berms. haha. bnew boardshorts, i slimmed down too much for them. haha. i wan SHIRTS. button shirts. ah ya. den duno la. shoes! new slippers. sigh. i wan alot of stuff mann!
yay common tests over. lalala. went to onan road here eat prawn noodle. haha. after school with da gang. weirdos i guess we are. hahaha. den eat la. v ncie prawn mee. rl even had 2 bowls. haha. den after that come my house. wild ppl again. haha. we rox i guess. haha. den ytd for the first time ever this year my class guys that gang actually asked me if wanna walk with them to bus stop. oh tts cool. first time. surprised. btu i had to reject. sorry! haha. got own gang u noe. as if i was eva accepted. but now lidat, nvm la. paiseh lo.
hmm. past few days nth much. that terrorising cousin came to stay at my house. at first he was ok. when i send him home to study his tingxie i scold him he dulan kpkb me. den i scold somemore. ask him wad i scold he jsut tell me he duno coz he nt listening. straight forward guy ehh. slapped him. he cry lyk shit. hu cares. wished i slapped harder. i wished i was harsher. scold lyk shit. he kena dragged by me from void deck thru grass to bball court chair. he think he tio drag i wud give up. think again! i wud drag u thru the a field of rocks if i haf to.. den scold la. later he okok liao eyes ok. go back house IMMEDAITELY he see his mom his face CHANGE. WAAAAH GORGOR BEAT ME. wah knn if i din haf bio and a math nxt day i wud haf crashed into his bedroom and slapped him gazillion times. fucker! screw u! argh. so pissed. he damn horrible. i mean scold him den he can just suddenly ptu hsi finger into his ear and tell u I DUNWAN TO LISTEN TO U! den he wanna fight with me. obvious hu loser lor. den he nt happy. wanna fight somemore. but ya la whole family on my side coz everyone in the entire family tree noe he is the worst of the worse.. screw him. may him fail in everything he do. hmph! i am evil. but i am pissed. mebbe remove the curses bah. btu i still hate him. boo u!
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