Tuesday, February 28
tuesday. ending soon. came home and slept all e way. lol. had cg lunch ytd at long john. clam chowder rox.
gosh. left 1 wk till weight taking. liju ur overweight again! starve for a wk and scrape off taf!!!
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Monday, February 27
prac lazed my sat and sun away. gosh. sch starts again. weekends are so short. studies are so hectic. coz i procrastinate all e time. sigh... discipline is wad i nd...
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Friday, February 24
APPALLING
singaporeans. tsk tsk tsk. FELLOW SINGAPOREANS. ppl of MY GENERATION. my FELLOW PEERS. have utterly disgraced us. i mean, look at our singaporean idol web sites. star idol. singapore idol. project superstar. whatever talent show. campus superstar. those comments that detractors make. are soo uncultured. i mean, words like kanina and chee bye and all these are liberally splattered over these sites just cause this "untalented enough" person stays on while another "better-than-untalented" stays. i mnea, i also feel upset that my favourites get kicked out of competition. eg chew xin hui, david yeo(sgi1), and the jerry whose departure was very very belated. so on. but to actually go to their web and paste stupid remarks and vulgarities are utterly beyond civilised. its the fans votes that kicked the ppl out. nt as if the judges biasedly kicked them out. then after that, ADULTS start writing oh oh oh. youngsters nowadays no respect. vulgar. uncultured. blahblahblah. right. and sometimes, its only a handful of ppl doing these. i mean, WHAT DA PHARK. it becomes THE GENERATION'S PROBLEM. yea, they are vocal. but wrong choice of words. but to use those few black dirty downright stinking sheep and use it as the benchmark of youth culture, its totally unfair. totally. maybe the bad always outshine the good.
anyway, the appalling wasnt for that. its for my chen test. :SSSSSS. 7/25. i got an entire question right though. time wasnt on my side..
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Tuesday, February 21
lalala. its a tuesday. nice.. i duno y. haha. anyway began reading harry potty! started on sunday. now on second book. haha. slow me. oh well. wadever. can read a lot at one shot. satisfy my thirst. anyway, nth much happening in sch. tt stupid victorian. haha. galvyn. so funny he. eccentric is e word. and guess wad? HE LIVES DOWN E ROAD! WOW!
well. sch getting a lil monotonous. gonna do badly for e chem test. bleaghs. too lil time. i oso lost at e first qn. ahhh. study timee
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Saturday, February 18
finally. a breather. ok maybe not. its just a saturday. a day to consolidate all the stuff i learnt. bleaghs. so sickening. lectures go so fast i dun even noe wad i am listening to during lecture. na mind. nonetheless, review time!
gosh i am sounding more and more lyk some mugging nerd. oh wells. wad to do... i dun wanna die in 2 years. :S not literally. anyway, just lazed half a saturday away. start studying! ahhh!
i realised i didnt mention all e names. ha. to yinxi. gd luck in wadever u do.. =)) smilee
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Friday, February 17
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TANG TANG!
ahhh. end of e week. finally! get to rest. i gonna sleep today maan. faster go home and sleep like 24 hours or smth. wheeee.
anyway, i saw vincent ng at parkway. woohoo! he is damn hunky. oh ya. saw quan yi feng oso. and demond koh. lol. that quan yi feng is lyk soooo uncivilised. haha. she tok luff and keep adjusting her tube top. lol. but she IS DAMN GORGEOUS. great body.. haha. den my mom and sis and i were lyk insane. screaming shouting and luffing and its sooo darn comical. lyk we were standing at one side toking abt desmond and yifeng. den wondering where vincent. den suddenly vincent come up on e escalator directly in front of us. hahaha. den my mom starting calling out to him EH VINCENT!! VINCENT!!! hahahahhaha!
gosh past few days damn tiring. needa recoup. study study! oh ya. i put tj first choice mj second choice. hope either one of them. sighh.
oh yea. to chin boon amallina, all e best in ur future enddeavours. to e people leaving mj, may e force be with u. =DDD cheesy. but i meant good luck too. sigh. tough maan college life. hope i survive this 2 years. ha.. oh well..
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Thursday, February 16
firstly,
THANK YOU AIN
for e brownies and muffins. THANKS MANNING for e toblerone and card.
THANKUEE
. tts for valentines. anyway, back to blog. i am so freaking mad. dun read on if u dunwan. its a long one. and its MY BLOG. and its MY ENTRY. if ur gonna take offence or if u find that u had a role in this entry, den skip it or just click on the bright red icon at top right.
one fine day there is this 2 lovely LURVELY individuals. that were hitting each other happily. looks lyk a perfect romance story. one guy one girl in case u were thinking otherwise. guy touch girl for fun
duh!girl fights back. epic battle. shud haf recorded it. anyway tts e basis for my entry today. y girls get away scott free after hitting a guy and the guy wud look lyk a jerk if he did anything in self defense? duh a guy hitting a guy is totally out coz guys definitely haf more strength. lets no pay attention to abnormalities now lyk female body builders.
as everyone SHUD HAF KNOWN i am a nonsensical guy. only 1% of wads coming out of my mouth is fact. i am blunt. sarcastic. irritating. loud. well i am SORRY if its offensive that i am like that. or you could be sorry that your conservative and a lil old fashion. whichever u wanna think.
so today, a lovely day when i FINALLY wants to eat mac when usually i demand food court food, we were eating at white sands mac. note. we. eating. as usual i was spewing crap like an unstoppable active volcano. magma flows abundantly. hot ashes seen billowing like a drop of black ink spreading on a puddle of water on a blue tile. ok wadever.
den the couple were fighting again. aw so swt. . den he hit her arm. and the calafaire(another guy and i) were giggling away. calafaire him said woah later u miss hit her there. calafaire me said oh he wud need a microscope for that.
for benefit of those ppl hu duno wad i meant, i was saying she had microscopic assets. its obviously rubbish. first it cant be microscopic. second she obviously has smth dere. den she starts taking offence. so i went on. SERIOUS. those are NEGATIVE cups. couple guy and calafaire guy starts luffing. and she hits me. WHEE. i got hit!. den i went on becoz if i hit back it wud be really mean. i am not trying to be rude.. if i'm being honest, they are really tiny!
den she hits me again! this time stepping on my sneakers. I FUCKING HATE THAT. i had brand new laces that are now dirtied. YES THIS IS THE POINT. people, u dun ruin someone's shoe. its wad i hate. its smth i do. lyk u dig ur nose. u bite ur nails. u play with ur hair. i get fed up if u step on my shoe or on my pants or on wadever asthetics that i have. i love my stuff. maybe i am over paranoid to u. tts me. DUN DO IT if u dun wan me to go into 2 volcano mode spilling serious magma tts meant to burn ur flesh..
and if tts enuff i told her HEY. I WILL HIT BACK OK.. TELL U FIRST. i am warning u already. if i am gonna hit a girl i already reached e brink. i pharking abhore violence. I PHARKING ABHORE IT! den she started hitting me. and i hit back.
i warned u den we started having a mini fight. den. she stomped off after we're done. and shes freaking mad. train home, i look lyk i am in e wrong.
duh. i am in e wrong. for hitting a girl after i warned her not to push it. duh, coz i jokingly said her assets were microscopic. duh, for not knowing that she does take things i say seriously and for me not informing her earlier. duh, that some guy can hit her and get away scott free while i gets whacked and looks lyk THE jerk. and tt isnt e ohnly instance. i could be saying things to her in front of her and she wud hit me but the guy cud say smth meaner and she wud brush it off.. maybe it isnt my prerogative. DUH. they are a couple arent they? or maybe they arent. i could just be speculating. gosh.
in case u ppl thot i am a jerk, i did try to apologise. i saw e fury in her eyes when she hit me tts y i stopped. wad can i say maan hug unto her and beg for her forgiveness? no rite. of coz offered her a sweet. TO ALL HU THINK TT THIS IS A FORM OF APOLOGY, KISS MY FAT ASS. i will explain all e stuff later. so she rejects. duh. and e rest of e journey was quiet. ok calafaire guy left. left couple and me same mrt. listening song. suddenly couple guy plays this SORRY SEEMS TO BE E HARDEST WORD on nano. i was lyk stupefied. first it isnt my call at all. now she wud think i am going all cheesy over her. it freaking isnt my call. den she plays the song SHUT UP. how appropriate. see. if shes not willing to even make peace y shud i bother rite. den stick unto her lyk web meh. so i left la. but i msged her sorries. loads. i mean if she had been willing, everything wud be done on e train. wadever. its not a formality in case i make it sound lyk one. den later she uses another fone and started well. i dunt noe. just said some stuff. heartfelt stuff maybe? ha. snippets include OH I TAKE THINGS SERIOUSLY. U THINK SWEETS CAN SOLVE E PROB? HOPE U DUN GET VERBAL DIARRHOEA.
IF U HAD TAKE STUFF SERIOUSLY DEN TELL ME! everyone can say i nonsensical. u said it before. everyone describes me as that. den here u are saying i take things tt u say seriously. fine wadever. maybe u were just a lil engrossed. HEY THE SWEET IS NOT A SOLUTION!!! use some intellect. u think i am from k1? its a sign that i am apologetic and willing to make peace. or maybe it wasnt clear enuff since u selectively take stuff seriously. lyk when i said u had microscopic assets. and the third line. was that a curse, a prayer or an insult or a real wish or wadever? i haf no freaking idea. ok those are snippets. some inside are nth to refute since its comparison btwn her and some other more insane girls that are a lil volcanic.
my reply was RITE. SO VIOLENCE SOLVES IT LA. since u rejects sweet and u hit me in mac. I HATE VIOLENCE. OR MAYBE U DUN NOE THAT. nt many ppl noe actually. AND I HOPE U DUN SUFFER FROM SEVERE VIOLENCE SYNDROME. i made tt up. i couldnt think of anything except how unfair it was.
stupid talks. gender equality. blah blah. girl hits guy. guy retorts, look lyk a jerk and wud prob DESERVE another blow from e girl. or he cud hit back and looked e ultimate jerk. i hit her back. after i warned her not to push it. i can become jerky.. or he cud be freaking submissive and take in all his ego and pride and bow down to her. let her hit and stuff. WOW. how ideal e world is. wonder where e fuck equality went in the ideal situation. i dun hit at first. i retort. so i look lyk a jerk but at least i get if off my chest. rather den cramping it within.
weirdly, e other guy tt is similiarly volcanic like me seems to get treatment that is less harsh! lyk when i get hit and he doesnt. and when i points it out it doesnt change a thing. unfairness. seriously e only excuse that wud stop me from bitching this is that they are together or haf smth going on. argh. CHIVALRY GOES BOTH WAYS. if i say sorry u must be willing to accept. if u dun den there is no point me going on BEGGING FOR UR FUCKING FORGIVENESS. U THINK I AM A DOG? anyway i nearly did. besides, i am so not e only wrong one here. APOLOGIES GOES BOTH WAYS!!!! SHOULDNT U APOLOGISE TOO? or maybe its becoz the MALE are supposed to be lyk that. giving in and giving in and giving in.. it goes both ways. and somemore u didnt apologise. went on lyk i am e only one in e wrong. RIIIGHTTTTT. and gosh if a girl sends a subtle apology? its lyk a huge fuss wud be made. WAAAH. U APOLOGISE AH. rite. and if we make subtle apologies, we look damn unrepentant. anyone tried reversing e roles? wait, was there even a subtle apology in her sms? i cant seem to remember... hmmmm....
point is society's screwed up. unfairness of everything. or issit so that guys can make up for wad e girls suffer dat guys dunt. wadever. excuses excuses. wads chivalrous and wads not is totally not stated. idealistic values forcing upon modern day ppl tt male shud act weaker so that female can throw weight arnd for being technically e weaker sex in terms of PHYSICAL STRENGTH and other stuff that you may wanna add it. wadever. i even woke up just to write this down. so irritated.
wadever it is, make love ppl. happy belated valentines day. and i freaking said i am sorry in case u think i didnt.
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Sunday, February 12
had an interesting day. totally pointless without specific aim.. just funny at times. ha.
went bazaar. den went tm. couldnt get a movie. den funny stuff happened. haha. wad to do. our mouth are our best form of entertainment. hahahaha.
wondering. i think i might wan go tjc. be brave. take challenge. but i really lyk mj. sigh. but mj far. but tj stressful. scared cannot live up to that brand if get in. sigh. how?
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Saturday, February 11
9.
ans ur first question. ha.
undecided. decide after chat with relatives.
ans ur 2nd qn.
now down to blog. gosh. drama day. taking results. seriously scary. but did waay better den expected. damn happy. made smth outta myself. woots. had dinner with family. i sincerely meant family. haha. missing davis thou. wah lauu..
basically overwhelmed la.. sigh. to my frens in mg class from MJ. amallina, no worries. u'll make it!. chin boon, u'll make it too! both of u!. to those tt did well, congratulations!!!. to those that did not do as well as expected, really just cheer up and move on. its nt e end of e road yet.. deres the nxt big exam. can still do well one!
preparation for o lvl's had been an amazing journey. thankue tchers for ur guidance from day 1. thank u frens hu helped. thank u family members that supported. love everyone!!! MAKE LOVE PPL!
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Monday, February 6
sigh. its friday. sigh. interesting revelation. got 3.5 upon 10 for badminton. slow me. ha. well. i really dunt noe wad to say..i cant say i love wad i am doing. cant say i hate it too... sigh. oh wells.. life goes on.
duno if its appropriate to say this, but i didnt really make great frens in mjc. nt yet anyway. sigh. mebbe to a certain extent, a contract fren. u do this for me i help u. that sorta thing. . mebbe in class its great. but its the after sch hours tt kill... oh well.. wads the bloody point. amiable with everyone. . . sigh. think i needa beef myself out. its too debilitating..
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Sunday, February 5
heavy hearted..
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Friday, February 3
finally. back. had a hectic week.
HAPPY NEW YEAR!
anyway. dumb week la. sickening. rush tutorials and stuff. sigh. homework that actually HAS to be done. its so sickening la. to all those that are disciplined. very disciplined, go poly. lol. all those lazy one come jc. den poly ppl wud rock. den jc ppl wud be pushed. den no disparity. lol.
anyway, today went chingay preview. has HALF LANE CHEERLEADERS. damn dumb la. i duno wad to say man. damn damn dumb. we thot we really those motivators. in e end motivators are called STREET ROCKERS. freaking cool rite. sianx. we supposed to take half a road lane at e side(tts y its half lane) and copy wad STREET ROCKERS do to motivate VIP PPL SITTING behind us. fuck. felt damn cheated. but heck. CIP!!!
just saw some blogs. . heart sank down to e floor.. mebbe its becoz i dun tok to u often. tts y forgotten? 4d ppl actually still meet up. and they sms regularly. even in blogs its obvious if ur forgotten. sigh. this sucks. SUCKS.
SUCKS
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