Tuesday, June 27
math was a nightmare. cant believe i stoned at a question. i stoned at many qns. sigh. actually i know how to do. but too slow. sian. duno what else to say. to hell with e mid years. i am screwed!!
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Monday, June 26
tamaddDDe!!
wait till i find out who set e chem mcq. KNS. who sets a BACK TITRATION QN as mcq? u tell me. YOU TELL ME! which tmdass set a back titration as an mcq qn. IDIOT. our first lecture test its like some crappy 5 mark qn. now its ONE MARK. kns kns kns.. skipped hellota qns. finished wadever within my means. hope to pass.
find it v drama. walk out. everyone was kinda screaming DIE LIAO FAIL LIAO KNS WAH LAU *beeps beeps*. oh well. i was screaming too. =/ tomorrow is math. hope it isnt that bad
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tomorrow is chem exam! wait. on. its in 13 hours time. kns. haha. ah ya. all e best liju. go get a distinction!
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Saturday, June 24
muaha. had study grp today. i was EARLIER DEN NICHOLAS SEE! haha. had lunch. went sch study. study half way decided to make this VIDEO. LOL took out e dolls sheldon gave me as souvenir when he went genting. den decided to act something dumb. uploading on youtube. muahaha
after that went parkway meet mom for dinner. had like old chang kee. den went shopping. met up with dad and got my new fone! wheeee. feel damn bad. so ex. shall study hard and get all A's for mid years to make it all worth.
just had this feedback that i changed after going jc. like i used to listen like aunt agony and crap abt it. now i am giving comments and opinions, trying to set things
straight. alright.. i have no idea what to say. but, its THE BIGSHOTS WAD. they want singies that have an opinion. blahblahblah. own stand. stand up for what u believe. blahhhh. but this kinda sacrifice the psychological need for comfort instead of logic. oh well. shall tyr balance them.
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Thursday, June 22
alright. gonna slp soon. now only 9.20. but heck. tired. tmr is intensive studying. must have energy and attention span. .
had meridian leaders photo shoot today!!! lol so funny. had to opse arnd with something that describes your personality. blah la. i got a packet of candy. wads my personality? go figure. haha. tagboard let u discuss. anyway,, got e sour tapes, was posing with them. like slowly eating and just swinging them arnd. got e red one. the photographer suddenly burst out laughing thought its my tongue. WADDA HELL. den was just laughing away. virgin shoot so duno do wad. pose arnd laaa. swing here and dere on a chair. lol. den had to take formal shots. lol. wonder how it will turn out.
nth much today. yeaps! tempura sushi sashimi!
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ok. read this newspaper article. was kinda pissed. wondering if i should write it to newspaper. heres the thing. someone wrote about the the standard of english of YOUTHS. ok. the younger generation to be more exact. which happen to be quite youthful. anyway, the point was, they were complaining about the apparent lack of quality and that singlish is undermining MOE's efforts. great.
lets clear this. we, the educated batch of youngsters under the NEW MOE SYLLABUS is more versatile than you think. just because we start out on our childhood speaking broken english and mixing dialect to create sweet sounding singlish doesn't mean we do not know how to speak proper english. i think we are educated enough to know when to use singlish and when to use bbc english. i think its ridiculous. just because this tooty writer heard a child speaking to e parent in singlish, that writer therefore concludes that all youths speak like that and the english standard is failing
can or not? can la can la! oredi liddat oredi. come ON. its a colloquial situation your talking about here! what you want that kid to look like? some precocious iwanttogrowuprightnow "kid"? point is, the ed system happens to educate us adequately on the use of english. you will be amazed at the number of people with impressive english standards.
even academia use singlish. you think every nus ntu smu student speaks bbc english? all those singaporean ones speak singlish too! i heard from an saf officer that when he went overseas to study, it was so belardie comforting to have someone over there speaking in a singaporean accent and in singlish. see! just because your not proud of singlish doesnt mean you should try and undermine it. put it simply, bbc english is a freaking FACADE we put on. you want individualism? you want people to be themselves? cut us some slack. i have no freaking idea why those writers write in. your just kicking up a big fuss.
and oh. you think building a tall lion cum fish and a pair of fly eyes is a national identity? try capitalizing on singlish. i think its more of our identity than anything else. you want identity? you want uniquely singapore? your asking for singlish. at least we happen to be proud of it
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went polyclinic today. so sickening. had urine test. den later go back doctor say blood test. in e end is another urine test plus blood test. HELLO?! DO I LOOK LIKE I GOT LOTSA URINE?! lol. den so confusing. my mom thot it was a wrong test. den was kinda confused. den later go pee. just nice 3/4 e bottle. wadda hell.
hope results are fine sia.. 5th july go back.. let it be okkk.....
studied in sch today. siannx. mugging day, everyday. why... sigh. people! after O lvls, college spends their HOLIDAYS studying. june. december, we will be busy with PROJECT WORK. crap la ok. haha. sighhhhz
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Wednesday, June 21
sian. unproductive day. stuck at math qn. forgot abt how indices can swap arnd. sian
i'm jealous. poly seems so easy. sigh.
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Tuesday, June 20
i lost my white slippers. sigh. the one jer rui dav shel bought for me for my bdae. cries..
went mac study math. went quite alright until nicholas smsed me. ARGH. started day dreaming from den. den. downhill la. at least covered a lot of ground.. tomorrow is chem day!! chem chem chemm.
sigh. feeling really bad. just affirmed the fact that i sound bossy. its not as if i want to. sigh. . its all going in e wrong direction. ahhh. hope can sound less bossier. sorry.
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Monday, June 19
still cant believe it. no one informed me abt not coming. I FUCKING SENT AN SMS TO UR PHONES AND NO ONE TOOK E LIBERTY TO REPLY ME SAYING CANT GO OR WAD. on e day itself suddenly flood cant come. heng reduce food. cant imagine how much more food wasted. i mean, e day b4 cant sms me say nt coming meh? wah lau. WAH LAU. den on e day itself started throwing us rocks. oh cant come. some didnt even say y. irritating.
today had terror cousin. it WAS a nightmare. wadever la. quite irritating smtimes. to handle him. wish i was some kinda dictator. mebbe hav emore will and more cruelty in handling him. apparently it seems like e only way to handle him. personally tts wad i feel. wadever la
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Sunday, June 18
sigh. had cg bbq. in e middle of NOWHERE. shouldnt have booked. waste money. stupid place. utterly stupid. no pits available so booked BYOP. bring ur own pit. u book a lousy space and u bring ur own pit. dere was NOTHING dere at all. so sickening. so bbq on floor. waste lotsa money la. bought like 12kg charcoal though 25 ppl. in e end only 12 ppl. 8 kg enuff. waste so much. den buy lotsa food and drinks. prepare for 25 ppl. heng reduce amnt. still a lot. stuffing like NUTS. argh. so irritating.
its so tough to act enthu at a smmall space when everyone is like whining abt how pathetic it is. IT IS PATHETIC ok. from 4-7 dere were like only 6 people. SIX people. 6! so sian
food was nice. thanks sams. for buying e food. thanks peishi and yy. carry food. thanx hui qin for e chicken wings. thanx ppl. for all coming. thankx to cc for buying drinks. thanks sam phua mom for e wonderful otah. its so sickening la!! literally bbq on floor. unbelievable. argh!
so depressing. its my first time organising so i will admit i did an ultra sucky job. bleaghs. but ppl why nvr come?!?!?!?! argh!!! i mean, u guys are so freaking enthu abt it and keep chirping it. have liao no one turn up. got 12. nt bad la. but its really depressing to have 12 but 25 ppl worth of food. sigh.
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Thursday, June 15
alright. had temesak seminar site visit today. quite exciting. won a towel by answering a watchey qn. played the games simulation thing. used a bazooka and blew up a chopper with someone in it MUAHAHAHAHA. love it maan.
yea. saw some of e technology our singapore defence force using. damn cool. using the synchronized screen thing which i saw in the AMC pte ltd when doing our guerrila filming for preusem. damn cool.
anyway, came back mj den go dunman for gathering of 4D!! whee. we rock. anyway, my
GREAT fren sheldon yee accompanied me dere. den ADVENTUROUSLY decided to xplore dunman basement. after all we grad ler hu e hell cares. so went la. u know the facing bball court that stairs going up to hall and gallery. basement got door.
damn dark. open e door, the stale air just came. den peep in turn out light. wah scary. long and dark. ah ya. den walk in saw a drain, was saying there might be a BODY inside. haha. in e end dun haf. den got one long passageway. walk walk. step on smth CRUNCH CRUNCH! oh its scouts charcoal. den saw this HUGE door. damn big. with 3 HUGE padlocks. duno wad lies behind the door. like harry potter or wad. den walk to e end got left turn to another passageway. den we heard a CLICK sound. den just freeze. so scared. ADRENALINE MAN! den shel moved down the passageway quickly. den i stunned. so much noise la. sure echo. so just turn back and go. in e end jaga off entrance light. imagine, if we LOCK INSIDE! wah. no service for hp dere somemore. air so stale. scream my ass off sia... took a pic inside dere for memory sake. haha. exciting. shud haf gone all e way. ohh well. this is to those that nvr saw dunman basement la..
they repainted the door anyway. quite hippy. haha.
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Wednesday, June 14
was walking home from mrt after mugging day in mj. got this auntie giving out flyers at e mrt station publicizing the MR SOY or wadever la. at e station one. new stall. nice little lady. giving out flyers. smiling brightly. the offer is on wad buy some set and 1 $ off the bill blah blah. present this and duno wad la
ok back to the auntie. was at traffic light. waiting for the light to turn red duh. den turn back saw her still giving out. walking arnd. vv sweet. but some ppl just walk by her without even like saying NO or wad la. totally ignore. seriously, SCREW THOSE PEOPLE. i mean, wad the hell is their problem la. dun take flyer say dunwan la. still ignore. she approach den u just speed up and brush past her. wah lau. think damn cool ah. tmd. that fat bitch. one of the people dat just walk past. cant u gesture smth. just brush right past. shes smiling and nice. nt that shes demanding or wad. just brush past. really la. i cant stand it when there are cases of students doing this that this that. just look at what society is presenting us sia. as students, we are SORRY that we are emulating our older generation.
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Saturday, June 10
my gawd. tiring. so far the june hols drained me totally. after pre u sem i had my ltc. PRE U SEM ROCKS. den ltc 2 days. LTC ROCKS TOO. sigh. den after that had games day IT WAS A SUCCESS! wah tiring i tell u. was emcee for games day. oh gawd. so scary la. according to MY prog minister was supposed to be leaving. den i talk talk say he will now take his leave HE TURN ARND AND WAVE AND SHAKE HIS HEAD. OHMIGAWD LA. so malu. sigh. wadever la. bleaghs. sorry mr teoo!! den lidat lor. quite a success.
TODAY ROCKS. had a chill out day with ma besties!! chill la. literally. sat dere and did nth. i slept. they played. ruilong mugged. haha. davis rock at fighting games sia. jeremy is like king of soccer. gawd. i nd a specialization. haha. love ya guys!
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