Sunday, February 29
ee. anyone knows that alex is unclean? porno mind. hahaz. yea i think he said about watching porn movies. oh yea. he also sms-ed me abt a new motto for 3D. "Bombing for Peace is like Fucking for Virginity." i mean, what the hell does this gotta do with studies man?! study for maths is like scribbling shit on paper sounds more appropriate. haha.doing bio wksht on some dumb website. then later gotta do maths. yea. fast paced life. lostsa friends getting sick. prob its because its sec 3? siann.. my first fever in 3 or 4 years.. gosh. hectic man.guess shrot entries are in fashion now instead of long grandmother storied ones. so, keeping them short unless got major shit to say.
hehe. me sweet lehx. chocolate coated honey candy. hehe. lalala~
- DEAD
Saturday, February 28
DO'SLibrans need peace and harmony in all their relationships, so help them maintain that. Venus, the ruling planet, gives them beauty and they have weakness for people who can compliment them about their beauty (you will not have to make an effort to do that anyway). You can help Libra seek union and partnership in life. If you have a Libra partner you can be sure to share beautiful and pleasurable moments together.
DON'TS
Libra is kind and gentle soul but very argumentative. Hence, do not start an argument or discussion unless, of course, you are free and do not know how to pass your time. They hate to lose and most probably during an argument may change sides too (remember scales can tilt) and still continue arguing from the other side. Do not push your Libra partner into making decisions. They will keep weighing pros and cons and may still not be able to come to any decision. Have patience
hehe. thats mee~. ok la some parts true la. actually nearly everything la. nearly k. dun mistake. hehe
gosh. had a dumb friday. like ther is nothing to do at all. nothing interesting. bleahs. came home gb again. hehe. whee~
- DEAD
Thursday, February 26
wah lau! stupid a maths!! hate it man! remainder theorem wadeva craps it is. failed it. terribly. the first question i already did till i went nuts. and its wrong. theres like 6 miserable questions? i only manage to complete one full one. the rest is just littered with strange numbers. first question is like, i did before lor! but i still fumbled over it. got some fraction. stupid. now at home i try, got the answer! tmd tmd tmd. should have just calmed down.. think i might get lyk 4 marks? upon 30. sighh. not many people finished the paper anyway. phew.. sighhcame home. bleahs. played gunbound. ate dinner. blogging now. trying to do the test paper now on my own. sighh. toughh!
- DEAD
Tuesday, February 24
new skin. yay. hahaz. simplicity liao la. cannot tar han blinking blogs then load until damn long. damnit gunbound spoil. tmd. must re install. today did maths again. phew i passed e maths! woohoo! cud haf gotten full marks though. damnit. careless lyk hell man!!! tmd! sigh. since no one comes read this blog so i can just complain loudly bah. sigh.nvr told him anything secret this year liao. told my pillow instead. last year told him every single thing. sigh. wonder wads happening. bleahs. CP oso. sigh. saddedd. stupid la. wished class nvr change. 2c still nicee..btw i dun flirt. for those guys information out there. i talk to girls cause i dont have lotsa guy friends lyk u guys ok. go ahead. talk to the wood man. i'm always invisible anyway. so yea. i dont flirt. get it straight.
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Monday, February 23
nothing much today. got e math retest. everyone got different ans as each other. so yea. sucks.went bowling with marwin. he got 7 strikes. damnit. alvin got lotsa spares.i nearly fell down the lane. oh wells. suxx.
sigh. dunno what to say lehx. sian
- DEAD
Saturday, February 21
a great bigFUCK YOU
to my miserable life out there. lets just start from the morning. i dont know why i was grumpy already at 6.30 but i got grumpier. so if i say some fucky things about the people whom you like or anything, just scold me back in the tag board.dad woke me up. as usual i would just stretch awhile and try to let my headache go away. and yea dad comes along and just screams at me saying "OI 6.30 LIAO STILL SLEEP! WAKE UP! WAKE UP! DONT SO STUBBORN" i am waking up damnit! its just that i have to do it slowly!! then he starts to talk about what my bad habits. dont always learn from my mom or something. direct translation from dialect la. what siahs! i was just stretching lorx! freak. wrong leg in the morning ler
i acnt believe i was late. it was 7.24a.m. time to be late is 7.40. gate closes at 7.25. i was ON TIME k. had to beg councillors to let me through. damn lars. got pissed off early morning. for some stupid reasons i was very very very very tired today. made my way to class. as usual, councillors spotted all my attire problems from top to toe. as in from hair the color, name tag off position, shirt kinda tucked out[half in lor actually] and ankle length socks. great.
lessons were boring. boring boring boring. narrowly passed my a maths retest. i just feel like dropping the fucking subject. i am like sitting in the hottest position in the entire class with jordon. grumpy, hot and tired, who would wanna do some lousy damn maths which add up alphabet?! wad x^4 + x^3 + all those shit. cant they give NUMBERS?! i mean, a square plus b square actually equals c square. yea pythygoras used english to do maths. smart alec isnt he. it was such a narrow pass...really just wanna quit.
fuck ipw also larhs. got the worst group ever in dunman history. TOO WEIMING[heck care fella] and KOK PENG[dun give a damn fella] and ALEX[i donwan do anything fella]. fuck lars. i also know i not that good at doing work but having this group is like the ultimate piece of fuck anyone can ever experience lors. first of all, i expected kok peng and wei ming to talk crap and dont do. well, they didnt. cause they didnt talk crap and they didnt do! alex. give ideas. yea. he is the damn leader lors. and I hafta do HIS fucking job. who takes down the notes of discussion? me. trying to create a subject so ask to keep convo going? me. delegator of work? me. person being pissed off all the time? me again. didnt even know that we gotta hand in a ipw group file. last minute i rushed to tell alex. and damnit alex say "why dont you hand up?" its crap lor. he dont take responsibility at all. now i hafta find a file and actually give it to mr tan on monday morning, givnig excuses on why we didnt hand in. great lor. just great lor. oh ya did i mention that alex is DESTRUCTIVE? he kept takign my things and din wanna give me back. after i finally fought and won, my things are actually kidna half broken already. correction tape casing let him nearly break. pen nib nearly made contact with the damn hard floor. and my bottle of gel also the string he broke. it.
so lonely to walk down to assembly alone. oh not just assembly. the canteen too. to science labs or other places other then the classroom. no one ever waits for me anymoree.. last year at least benny did. but he.. suan ler. mention oso sian. so i just hafta pack my fucking things at the end of the fucking school time alone and go down the fucking stairs to the stupid hall for some dumb show. every friday. sighh.. sometimes its lyk just too quiet lors. to walk down alone. sighh.
and i dunno lor. i just feel that every thing sucks. after that i went to bowling with marwin and bryan. it is just, sucky lor. had to get dissed by bryan. then jeremy comes and ka jiao my bag. i ka jiao his bag too lors. and its like, never ending lor.. sighh. fuck lars. took bus back oso nearly overslept. faster walk down the steps oso nearly trip.
finally i thought it ended. oh no it doesnt. played gunbound. yea lor. i only started not more then 2 hours lor. play with benny, shaun, davis, bryan and all. game with amos and benny and davis that one is totally...craps lor. i din really know that by killing a target you get gold. come on! no one told me not to steal targets. besides i didnt steal it! i just press the space bar and my bullets happen to drop at that damn fucking place. good lor. davis immediately say that we are gonna lose before the game started lor. everyone looks down on me cause i am just a chick[starting status of players of gunbound]. no one wanna team with me lors. everyone says i suck. yea i suck.. i do. couldnt shoot properly. hitting team mates. stealing frags. a newbie playing in the professional zone. wadde fuck. den dont ask me play larhs! its just craps lors. wanna play with me, dunwan team. hello u called 4 people! wad u wanna do?! 3 pros on one miserable chick?! fuck lars.
still got so much maths to do during the weekend. seriously i think i need tution. damnitt.. just sucks. cruel world.. wad am i supposed to do mann. y cant things be simpler..? so wad. crying now. these tears are useless.. worthless.what can they do.? just so many things happening in this damn few months.. just so little heart to take it.. why...? its only feb.. hate to even think about following months. its just too..stupid to even try..
- DEAD
Wednesday, February 18
sorry long time no blog. hehe. okie lets start from valentines day. went for dinner at the old changi there. then after that went out with my cousins. first went to Long Beach to eat chilli crabs. gosh. i just love the bread. haha. crab ok only la. after that went to suntec K Box to sing. yea lor you never realise you actually sound that bad unless u hear yourself. i thought i was like ok ok only. but on microphone i was like bloody soft, no projection of voice kinda thing. then kinda out of tune. so yea. i suck at singing! sang from 12midnite till 4am. woah! my cousins can sing~woke up on a sunday. yea. one day gone, without doing anything. cannot really remember what i did on that day. must not be anything exciting, or else i would have remembered.
sunday passed. monday came. felt sick that day. got a temp of 38.5 in the afternoon. scared the shit outta guo guan. was like so bloody hot. couldnt concentrate at lesson. went home and slept. gosh its like a freaking oven! cause i am sleeping with my face down on the pillow. gosh its a killer. nearly steamed mee. then parents forced water and more water down my throat. surprisingly, recovered next morning.
thought tan jing yang got go to school that day, so din wanna go to school. went polyclinic take mc. bleahs. cost me 7 bucks. plus the medicine. went home and found out tan jing yang was sick AGAIN! ahhh. should have went to school mann. kns kns kns. tmd tmd tmd. oh wells. enjoy the break while i got it lors.
today finally! something to crap about. my P.E ah. failed 2.4. timing got worse. michelle ran with me at the last round. hehe. yea. after that then lessons got boring. doing maths in the hottest position in the class. damn. was too grumpy to do anything. after school went to watch badminton tournament. after that waited until 6.15 for davis chong! wad sia! wanna go buy cy bdae present.he say 5.30 in e end 6.15 argh! went to TM with shi ya and yuet ting. at interchange we saw this star necklace. kinda nice. the uncle wanted to give davis for free lor! then its like, eee. is the uncle gay? giving him presents. or is that necklace stolen then must clear it quickly? bleahs. went around entire tm and century. finally bought a bracelet for her. davis ah, mei xin si de. dont plan preents, must go borrow money from people and have no own opinion about gifts for cy. oh my. hahaz
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Friday, February 13
You are Form 0, Phoenix: The Eternal.
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long long entry today. got a new monitor! woohoo! yea. valentines day. got lotsa presents from everyone. thankyou MICHELLE, ping may, germaine, angela, aishah, alicia,ashwini, li xia and lotsa otehr peeps. tankue for ur presents!
today got fire alarm for civil defence. mr tan din wanted to evac. wanted us to burn in the fire, stay cool, and finish our maths homewerk. oh great. ahhahas. in the end had to evac la. strolled to the field. then played our way la.
stayed behind watch dunman badminton girls play tournament. yea. lost to dunman high. every single girl could beat me, but not without a fight la. hmmm. after that rushed to the city hall to meet with joanne chan
yea. waited for gareth gates. gosh hes even later then kelly clarkson! kelly was late by 10 minutes. gareth was late by a whole 45 minutes!! anyway, he performed lotsa great songs. damn hes good! he shud have won Pop Idol! who the heck is Will Young?! yea. sang rocking songs. he also threw towels which he wipe his sweat. oh gosh. people got mad over the towels lor. bought disposable cam. keep clicking. oh ya there is this crazy fat king kong behind me. she keeps screaming! shrieking! when the deejays asked us to scream, i can see her mouth 'fuck them'. then when the crowd finish screaming, she suddenly scream out AHHH! fuck her lars! scream into my ear. she didnt do that once. she did that throughout from 6-8. damn her lars. then she keeps screaming AHH! YEEE! AHHH! YEEE! somemore she so hueg and she keeps screaming GARETH I LOVE YOU! I WILL WAIT FOR YOU!! I AM WAITING NOW!! kns lars. i mean, please lor. i think gareth thinking ohmigawd monkey loose from mandai zoo. yucks! then went up to get my album signed by gareth. damnit lor. i wanted to take pictures with him. but the damn BMG toots made me keep the camera. especially this xiao hui lookalike la. saw her the other time at the kelly clarkson autograph session also. damnit she also dont let me take picture. damn gareth rocks. then after i went down, some people were actually taking pictures with him lors! knn lars!!! wished i could mann!! damnit.
ate at pizza hut after that. then went home. tmd. tmd. tmd . tmd! i want that bloody picture. argh.
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Tuesday, February 10
blech. monitor getting from worst to worster. yea. bad english. haha. monitor the screen gotten sooo white and got stripes. at first its ok. but a few days later, its getting blurer. is it monitor spoiling or my eyes are spoiling?! bleahs. bad day today.made it to school just on time. realised i haven read my vocab. yea. faster read through once. lo and behold, full marks! muahahaha. whole group gotta depend on me to pass. ah well. haha. then yea. boring day ahead. got many crappy incidents with jordon again. gosh he is damn crap! haha. ah ya. he just continue pissing me only. so piss him also lors. haha. think he kinda wanna dao me liao.
math paper gave back. kns. jordon got full marks. paiseh thing is i am sitting beside him and i failed. everyone thought i was dumb not to copy. what to do? lost my calculator the day before the test or something. basically got all my equations right. damnit wished i had my calculator lor. things could have been easier. i could have passed. method marks. stupid man. some questions are connected somemore. find ans then can go one. kns lars. cud haf scored..
yea. boringer and boringer day. esp physics teacher. she ah.loves to sing song, and we dont understand wad she singing somemore. bleahs
after sch went out with yuet ting, shiya and chui ying for lunch. then i came back to play some friendly games with B girls. hehe. shiok man! so long no play. violent game i played with hong yu and bryan with my partner as aloysius. so exciting!!! hahaha. funny too. if in competition i would have been killed by the coach. laughed way too much. also played with liling and ginger. woohoo! wonn! actually wanted to lose second set so got third set. but yea. won la. they too lazy to move. sigh. wished more enthusiastic. then got a nice competition..
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Sunday, February 8
nothing much today. went to buy new calculator cause old one missing. yea. then came home. tried to do a maths. and yea, a maths sucks. question 1a took me entire page. so did 1b. sigh. if this goes on, i am gonna die from exhaustion of doing maths.yea. still doing. bleahs. sorry. hahas. decided all along was kinda geirly. so changed nito something vulgar. haha.- DEAD
Friday, February 6
ARGH! SUCKS! today, i took the WORST test in my life. first, i left my pencil box at home. immediately peng. and shit, lost my calculator! argh! entire mind suddenly went BLANK!! every question needed a calculator to continue finding the answer. shit. the general solution is a killer. i am so going to faint.my equations are all wrong, i keep fumbling over my numbers. so flustered. didnt complete one full question. left all my equations there. sigh.ahhh. everyone is always busy. why am i the only free one around? so unfair.. so bored.
some dumb student leader investiture today. so boring. dont know say wahat pledge then ah ya. wasnt paying attention la. damnit man. today also got this maths test. i lost my calculator and forgot to bring my pencil box! was kinda shocked and my mind went blank IMMEDIATELY. damn it lors. i definitely flunked this test. i didnt got my calculator to help me continue solving the equation! arrgh!! detention..
yea. get abandoned by my so called best friend. as usual. again la. tired and sick of it. whole month. this is so gonna go on for a year. its so fucky. if you got to go out of school, tell the person who is waiting for you what. just went off. wah lau. waste my time. i could have gone home earlier and slept lor. told you everyday i would wait for ya after school. saw me going into hall to play badminton. cannot go there find me?? ya la ya la. ya forever correct la. fucked up lors. i totally give up. you are a jerk. no doubt about it. i dont know why i am still friends with you. sigh.wanna go home with gk just say so lar. dont try to "give me hints" for this entire month by going home with him first after school lors. worse still everytime i address this lousy topic, you say i am being negative and all the shit. bleahs. i give up. totally. it just sucks. feel like i dont even know you at all..
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Thursday, February 5
hahaz. cheered up liao! hoho. today so fun!! old feng really "feng" man! hahas.gave the class grape cookies. yea my group didnt get cause i said about lion dancing instead of calling it Lion Dance. bleahs. oh ya today got chinese ting xie. damn got 3 words dunno. the teacher kept such a close eye at me that she really was looking at me nearly more than 3/4 of the time. hahas. i purposely irritate her by peeping at my hand some of the time. she keep coming to check my hand. hehehe. then she asked for the most yandao guy in our class. gosh. girls all scream yang xu! hahas. so cute!! ok ok only la yang xu. hahas. he made it to top 8 in my class though. hahas. NI SHUAI DAI LER! haha. thats was old feng said. so cute! i nearly peng!! hahas. then she also asked for fittest guy. i expecting benny since all the fit ones called. bleahs they call KIAT WEI THE KING KONG!! hahaha. then so strange whole room went silently and guan kang the voice so clearly heard "kiat wei do pull up pull the bar down then push it up" hahha! so cutee!! then next got a chemistry test. yea hope i pass. cause i left the book in school. oh wells.
went home with benny. second time of the year or so i guess. didnt go home with him for a very very. very very. very very long time. ah wells. yea. reached home at 3.30. which is awfully early. argh. ah wells. did homework la. or at least tried to do some. hahas. later going grandma house for this yuan xiao jie thingie. last day of new year. yeaps.. happy new year everyone!!
- DEAD
Wednesday, February 4
sucks. i wonder how long this kinda days are gonna be in dunman. whatever it is, it just sucks. yea. sad song. love it right now. sad here too. ah wells. life's like that. thought everything is gonna be smooth. last year was great. reminiscing now.. gotta move on i guess. yea. life's not a bed of roses. its a bed of roses without those red flowers but with added thorns..had taf club runs today. woah i am impressed by what i did! i jogged 5 rouns non stop and made it just in time for the bell too! yea. ended with a very sore legs and couldnt run 2.4 for PE. bleahs. yeaps. benny first. follow by guan kang and alex. wah liew that alex so fast. never knew..
yea. as usual. maths. maths. more maths. was held back for a whole hour just to do maths. that point, i was just too pissed to go see the doctor about my swollen eye. oh yea, i was also very tired from maths that i just went home without giving angelina the english papers. ah great. as usual. dropped really obvious hints that i aws irritating him. oh great, like he never did in his entire life before? bleahs.. took out the badge. no point. angela organised this game. angel n mortal or something. ah wells. i got seri as my mortal. wonder who got me as their mortal? gotta give seri a present for valentines. heng its a girl. or else paiseh man. must give boy presents..
tired. snoozed the entire afternoon away in my room. which is so relaxing. a break that i really need. woke up and ate some fried rice. hehe. watched american idol 3. gosh. some people that i felt that should have been cut, were still in competition. bleahs. suxx.
yea. rushing english. tata!~
- DEAD
Monday, February 2
hahaa. crazy day today. went out at ten in the morning to meet jeremy, rui long and davis for rui long birthday treat.hehe. met a very shivering davis, a warm jeremy and very hot rui long. hahas. went around and looked at handphones first. argh! heart pain pain.... handphones so nice yet i cannot have them. the sony erricson one was on a very cheap sale too. sigh..watched magic kitchen. hehe. we got the entire row to ourselves. we sit at the right corner of the cinema. in fron of us the entire rectangle of seats has no one. hehe. plus we were in a corner, made lotsa noises. not such a bad show actually. but some parts are really in no connection with the show itself. ah wells. not so bad la. dropped my handphone into the pop corn while shining the light, looking for sugar coated pop corn. bleahs.
after much quarrel, we walked to subway to eat. gosh the sandwiches are damn nice!! melting in them. hehe. rui long treated both the sandwiches and the movie. ordered a foot long aka 12 inches aka 30 cm sandwich for rui long to share with jeremy. me bought another foot long aka 12 inch aka 30cm to share with davis. haha. yea kinda put too much herbs into rui long's sandwich. he din really like it. we were nuts. bought ANOTHER footlong sandwich to share. and we were still ready to go for another footlong sandwich. haha. nuts huh!
walked back to tm to play some arcade. jeremy treat. hehe. played the photohunt thingie. gosh the machines there sucks!! hate the photo thing. then we played the hockey thing. the puck comes out den we have to hit into opponent goal. den soemtimes got 3-pucks at one time. hehe. kinda violent la. kept laughing. a few famous shots was when i keep using my hand to throw it in. there is also this beautiful shot when the puck flew too fast and hit rui long's hands. he droped the 2 pucks he was holding and 3 goals were scored. also there is this shot that jeremy took the puck abck to his place there but his hand slipped and it flew in itself. davis scored lotsa goals too. haha. oh ya did i mention that whoever tagged with me actually won? haha. everyone got a taste of losing. only me kept wining cause i tagged with everyone.. hehe. [ oh humble mee =D ]
kept laughing at our game. gosh. i think i digested the 10 inch sandwich i ate. haha. went on to take a neocard. yea kinda squeezy. after all, 3 extremely over weight people and one kinda small sized guy squeezing in this warm and small machine. hehe. after taht we kinda parted. walked to this sports shop. intended to buy fila water bottle. then dunno what happened, got brain washed and bought the nike squeeze bottle. yea. hahas. then went to take bus.
yea as usual. at first jeremy and rui long are forever quarelling. haha. davis and i are kinda lost. dont know why they always quarrel. then on the bus, realised that davis and i got a habit too. we keep fighting! haha. he squeezes my chests and i weigh him down to tickle him. haha. ah wells. life's like that.
trying to do maths now, study bio, do physics and chem and blogging and chatting. ah wells. apparently chatting wins. hahas. ahh!! gotta stop. tata!!
- DEAD
thanks. yea. sigh. i buried it. again. sometimes i just dont feel like burying them. cause one day, there will not be anymore space to bury these things again. he can keep forgetting them, but there wont be enough space for me to bury my sad thoughts anymore.
yea. kinda irritated alot of people about it. keep rattling on..hope you people dont feel pissed or anything. maybe you guys are really concerned..hahas. some people know who i am talking about, some dont know. but never mind. buried it. lets keep it buried then.. sigh.
yea it isnt exactly the ideal solution but, nothing else i can do. i cant forget.. i cant forgive. but there is still this limit which i can still keep in..
yea thank you guys. for hearing my rattling and dont really complain. yea. thanks alot.. haha. sounds like i am in the grammy awards. erm. haha. louis lor. thanks. marwin. ginger. serene. erm. chui ying. think i miss some out. aishah also got. ah wells. lets not rake up this thingie again.. as long as i can stil bury, wont really cause a confrontation.. maybe i still do have my own circle of friends? online.. yea. thank you broadband. hahas. nitess
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