Monday, August 30
past few days din coem online coz comp tio virus. now ok ler. hmmm. craving for buffet now. haha.anyway lets see, nth much nth new. kidna marathoned all 3 shows of LOTR. song man. nua down dere on floor adn justkeep watching. haha. den got badminton with my uncle and auntie. v fun. haha. nt bad leh. den play with strangetrs. damn they were freaking boring. totally lousy. den later that night got feast la. 7th month. got all the fod. ate some huge pieces of roast pork. damnit. the fats are prob getting into my thighs now. argh!
shit man. today humans and english paper. after eng paper i was tired. kidna slept thru first 20mins of humans paper. sigh. SS totally not many ppl noe. wad UN one. sigh. v tough. at least geog wasnt that bad. or at least i think so. sigh..
nth much today. laze my days away. trying to study chi now. come on liju. stop onlining and singing to ami3!!
- DEAD
Tuesday, August 24
haha. for those out there who feel v du lan abt wad to buy for me, heres my wishlist for my bdae which is 24 SEPT BTW! HAHA.! haaha. i noe i v bhb. haha. i think its the m'ms i eating now.. making me high...i wann.. k700i!! ahhaha.
hmm. american idol soul classics(joanne chan ur reminded on this!)
quiksilver boardshorts! haha. size 37. or 36. muahaha!
billabong wallet. or quiksilver. anything. haha.
ehh quiksilver bagg!! wheeeee. i am nuts
avril lavigne either of the albums. but i prefer second one. hahaha!!
foood. any treat. haha.
new ear piece for my discman!!
oh ya most impt. let me pass my chi lyk at least B3 or smth!!
duno wad else.. haha.. cant think of any now.. anyway today nth much. ha. math disappointment. 13/20. sian!
- DEAD
Monday, August 23
entry 170. ha. today a bit wild.. nth much today. was late for sch. at first thot wanna climb gate. but got taf mah. den wait for taf open gate. abt to walk in the taf teacher walk to the gate. fuck man. hafta admit defeat la. den go main gate. kena caught. den walk in tt time wah lau! that same teacher is now somewhere far far away from the gate. DAMNIT! argh. wait a bit can le. fuck man.maths was a horror. hope i can do well sia. boo. my ting xie getting from bad to worse. sigh.. STUDY LIJU!!!
after sch chill abit. going home with yang xu jian an and jonathan. den hor bump into victor and co at bball court. den play la. sian i hate bbal. totally throw face mann!! den later some guai lan malay ppl come.. purposely play soccer. den alot of lyk hints that they wanna fight la. den yang xu got v angry. shout at them. den he nearly whack that guy.. seriously thank godoness he din. or else hell WILL break lose. i mean come on lor. some short fucks smoking... just coz they got 6 pec dun think our gk yx jon benny dun haf meh?! haha.. wadeva la. den kpkb la.. make sissy noise. yx wanna stay behind to sabo them. utterly stupid. but just grab him and go la..
den at home hor. wah lau. ppl say lyk u noe teens dun tok to parents. thot lyk might as well tok a bit la. den say abt this bball thingie. my mom got ULTRA UNREASONABLE. wad the hell. kena tekan by her unreasonableness. heres some examples. U LESS DEN 13 GO OUTSIDE STAND DERE SMOKE POLICE OSO DUN CARE U. U THINK THEY GOT ALOT OF TIME ISIT. and this WHEN U CALL POLICE MUST STAND DERE MEH?! DEN WAD EH SIR SIR IS I CALL ONE. OVER HERE. LIDAT MEH?! OF COZ U CALL LE DEN STAND SOMEWHERE LA!!. den still got U DUN NAIVE LA. MALAY PPL SEE POLICE COME OSO ACT GUAI. POLICE WALK PAST SEE NTH HAPPEN OSO DUN CARE SO MUCH. U DUN BULLSHIT LA. NVR SEE THE WORLD. wth. its ALL UNREASONABLE LOR. nt as if i was the one in the wrong. argh!
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Friday, August 20
boo. sigh. flunk chi as expected. sigh. i wan fone.. :'(. tmr daddy bdae. hee.same old darn thing all the time. just realised gt alot of things he nvr tell me. hmm. mebbe dere really isnt a point in me knowing. but i mean just sharing btwn 2 friends really tt difficult? dun wanna ask anymore. drifting away day by day.. wonder wad we had b4 was real anyway.. nth to say.. *sorry. i suck.
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ahh. i wan fone. sighh. no fone. :( haha.. today receive chinese. sian lo. flunk as expected.
sigh. nothing to say.. feel so sad. alot of things used to be shared. now u dun tell me anything anymore. no longer lyk b4. drifting. ha. guess its like that.. i feel sad. dun u at all? thot u wud noe me.. whu i mentioning.. u noe u are.. sighh.
- DEAD
Thursday, August 19
below is some survey abt class la. ha. today debate won without talking. walk over. sigh. shant tok abt it liao. after that go eat choc waffle with cheese. sinful shit i tell u.. no way i gonna eat that aagain. fatten me up within hours..boring day as usual..GET UP. leave right nOw. ha. for u. that one idiot in my life that i wish i can replace but cant find the power. cause ur too important and too.. great.. some words in lingering thought from geoffrey. haha. words of wisdom. "dere r no forever friends. or forever best friends"
oh ya. math got 21/25. cud haf gotten full marks. screw me. den chem unexpected. got 20/25. jumped lyk shit. scared earthquake. haha. scared SS and CHI paper sia. sure fail lyk shit. haha.. hey. i aint gonna stop now. my math roxx. wun get so lousy de! watch out 3D. i gonna studyY!!
1. what is your class = dMn.sEcc.thrEe.dEe! =D it rox!~
2. who is your form teacher = mr tan jing yang . aka . yangyang. hehh or hairy legs. wadeva u wan. hehe.
3. which teacher is the best = ehh i duno. mr tan? ha. den mdm salha oso. all dun scold wan. whee.
4. pretty teacher = ehh. err. fong lao shi. :D
5. handsome teacher = mr tan laa. den mr lim meh. haha..
6. any pretty girls in class = hmm. dun haf. all bo standard one.
7. any handsome guys in class = ar duh.. nearly all the guys sia. boo.
9. model student = wei ming! class no. 1!!
9. prefect = shuming.
10. monitor & asistant = benny.aishah.
11. always kena scold = bosi for changing places. kok peng for slacking. guan kang for sleeping. ANGELA for just being there. hehehe.
12. pass up assignment late= ho ho. :D
13. not scared of teachers = loads.all our guys.
14. sleepy head = wah this 1. trick qn ehh. gk is the king.. jordon.. ha.duno hu le. dun go notice wan.
15. late for class = in order or latest. GOH YANG XU. geoffrey teng. pein chuan. mr tan.
16. important subject = ehh. err. duno le.
17. least important = err. i oso duno. haha. dun pay attention.
18. first in class = weiming. tyco. haha.
19. last in class = nt sure...
20. which subject everyone pays attention = PE.
1. joker in class = uncountable. act cute buey cute one is alan ng, kiat wei smtimes.. den got yang xu den jon.. pang yu.. haha.. the rest mini jokers.
22. who is in your front,right,back,left when in class =
front germs right benny. back cleo. left andy.
23. lame ones = kiatwei. the most famous lame de. alan oso..
24. you r closer to boys or girls = both?. ha.
25. any blur students = hmm. blur ones ahh. dunoo. haha.
26. what do u do instead of study in class = laugh. crap. sleep. eat.
27. do u have a steady boifren = ya. hahahaha.
28. izit in the same class = yessss. lalalaa.
29. do u like anyone in class = everyoneeee.
30. do any one in class like you = ehh. duno le. hmm. HATE ME! haha..
31. any scapegoat in your class = goot. alan la. everytime is he wan..
32. who love to laugh in class = duno. loudest laugher i think is angela. izit? haha
32. who is always being tease in class = ALAN DAT FAT PIG!!
33. who is the quietest gal in class= pingmay?
34. who is the quietest boy in class= hmm. jonathan? ha..think is jiang feng. chuan kai? haha.
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Wednesday, August 18
nth much. ha. lets see. ytd wanted to try this new schedule. dun come online after 7. today i broke it le. haha.. but i slept pretty early for 2 nights.. haha.. tmr got math test. hope its easy.. den oso got chem and chi. chi is gone case. sigh. i am DETERMINED to study for chi. i believe i can top my lousy class. ok la i might think too far.. my english aint that good. but i am sure i can get betta den just the results i got this mid years. and dun pour water on me. aint gonna work!boring la nowadays. so tough to study. so sian. wanna sleeeep. sian badminton suxx. tired. boo me. acnt even run properly coz pon 2 trainings.. sigh.
sighh. without youu.. i mean. with you still here but, without ur words and ear. seem so bottled up.. sigh.. but can i stop that raft? its going further den i cud imagine previously when we were still docked. ha..
- DEAD
Friday, August 13
some dumb quiz. took away the link. messed it up. hahaha. i am an asshole! wooots!
- DEAD
beware. damn long entry. freaking pissed with my cousin. u can read abt him in the longest para. he is the total embodiment of a demon.
start from ytd first. wednesday. boo.. after holiday so tired. den rough day la. den got some dumb NE tour. took alot of dumb pics and stuff. den got some insect on mr tan hand. haha. anyway, go home with yx. dats abt all.
wah today tmd suay. bernard caught the class. den alot of ppl kena tekan. shant mention. lazee. look at the damn time. hmm. skip alot of stuff la. after sch went swensens with bunch of girls. davis sheldon ruilong and jeremy came last min. phew. den went swensens. topless 5 sundae for 1.40. ROXX. den go kfc den go home with ccy.
baack to malaysia. ha. first day was ok. alot of driving. stop at kota tinggi to eat breakfast. my mom la. prepare ham and stuff. tomatoes lettuce. so many. lyk picnic. so eat la.. den after tt check in to vistana hotel. lazed around before going to chempedak beach. den later went to Pak Su for SEAFOOD DINNER!!! haha.. common la. den breakfast buffet den laze arnd. braekfast so sux. haha.
ah later i say abt my cousins. cant stand them. those 2 idiots. arrgh. anyway second day drive up to terrenganu. go this resort Anguilla. its 100RM and its just A ROOM with a toilet. nth else. no towel, no soap, no hot water, no good blankets. but its in the middle of a beach. blehs. had a messy dinner. went to some pasar malam called MARANG. den bought alot of food here and dere. lyk picnic.
den check out in morning go back to kuan tan. swiss garden resort hotel. sounds nice. nt bad. the rooms nt bad. den went swimming.. den went for dinner. going backt o Pak Su. but met with accident. when car turning out bang into some speeding motor cycle. suxx la. den that guy fly lyk shit. car is idiot cousin's parent's one somemore. den my mom went hyper la. just curse and swear and EVERYTHING that hapened. those that link and those that dun. she just found a way to link. boo. den going back hotel buy choc cake mahh. at hotel lounge. chill. tmd i go take 1 box of cake my DEVIL CHOC CAKE finished by my 2 stupid cousins. i shouted and said was mine.a s if that helped. they ate lyk some starving afghanistan children. idiots. owas so greedy.
i shall tok abt my sickening cousins now. this is one freakign long paragraph. u lyk gossip u can read. by the way its only the guy. the girl has shorter paragraph. but later. its totally horrible. true facts btw. they suck. those 2 are the BANE OF MY EXISTENCE. start from morning thwey came my house to pick my family up. i hadta be on same car as them. fuck. bad start. they kept talking talking. so i sleep la. den later cross causeway we came out to take fresh air at some bridge. they 2 wanna climb over the fence la. idiots i ahdta take care of them. den somemroe that boy one throw the grapes given to him into the water. den later he dirty his whole shirt by leaning on the chair. nvm. drive up to eat breakfast. this part no prob. after this part he starts insulting him as if he v brother with me lidat. wad AH U STUPID LA. DUNWAN BUY BUBBA GUM. den wad AH YA U DUNO I NOE WAD. HU ASK U STUPID. cant rmb wad dumb topic. and he aint even correct. ah ya first ady forget la. anyway den that evening went beach. he purposely play sand until whole shirt dirty la. sit beside me somemroe. arrghh! den tak boleh tahan! he stole my kite damnit that sucka. argh. he just grabbed it from my hand coz he lyked it. den later saw monkey. play prank on him la. ask all the auntie say loud loud he lyk monkey. he un happy. night he kept teaching the other baby cousin wrong words la. whole family scold him he buey song. until i hit him. den nvm. that baby cousin oni 2 years old. den hor everyone feeding her. den that 8 year old boy idiot wan ppl feed him. everyone immediately throw smth into his face. wah u can see he immediately CRY. knn. den i hadta drag him to the beach. owas me me me one. tmd tmd. den at beach he v angry kep crying. den he shout at me say he unhappy. nt fair. ppl say me monkey. i not monkey wad say ppl say urself la. wtf. i hadta shout at him. he din understand still. the prob with that idiot is that he thinks he is right all the time. screw him. and oh ya his father car got bubba gum all arnd he IMMEDIATELY ACCUSE ME! i din even ate a single gum. that sucka. den not me he faster say his sister. its him lo! idiot! den anyway went back la. stupid man, i scold him more den anyone on the trip, but he loves to stick to me. ARGH. den at hotel la. my mom put him in my room. shit! its a double bed. so i my dad and that idiot hafta share bed together. fuck lor he sleep lyk a K lidat. the butt jut out. push me to the side. nvm. i close my eyes awhile suddenly smth just thump on my chest. hsi stupid hands. i push him he not happy. kick me in his sleep. i slept with my pillow on the side table beside table. den nvm mroning eh DUNWAN wake up. i pinch his nose. he nearly cry. he socld me. i cud haf gone to breakfast without that sucka. cant stand him. he expects to be SERVED. i told him the eggs are there. food here. drinks dere. he tell me go take drink for him. nvm. after awhile, my father was actually taking fruits for him. come on la. he got hand got leg dunwan. nvm. den after that he wanna go swimming. FINALLY. got him out. gave him t 3rd uncle. he kena more tekan from him i heard. but nvm. den later sat car to terangganu. the resort. he kept throwing his bag arnd. idiot.. den hafta carry for him. den hor he realy everything dun care one. cant rmb wad sickening things he do dere.. one is repeating same mistakes by teaching the baby cousin wrong things again... den cant rmb la. scold him lyk shit. ya he make spoil balloon. the bunny ear balloons. at first the earpretty big. he squeeze it until small. one of the aunties scold him, he din are and somemore just ran away scolding the auntie. den i scold la. coz i loud la. den shout at him la.. U MAKE SPOIL RABBIT EAR. U BETTA REPAIR IT BEOFRE U SLEEP. OR U SLEEP OUTSIDE AT THE BEACH. den he was lyk AH. THE EAR LIDAT ONE. den i shouted back la. U DARE TELL ME ITS LIDAT? U WAN ME TO SLAP U? wah he diam. den he attempt to make the ear la. but couldnt. nt as if he heard me, he still went to sleep, and the ear is still spoilt. den hor. i gave him punishment. hes incorrigble. i todl him to stand there and pull his ear. he say DUNWAN. Y MUST I DO. U DO LA. wah knn. hes only 8 btw. screw him.tt night manage to force him take te floor. YAY. den anyway morning left la. cant rmb wad else he do. he v sickening. oh ya. he drags his slippers. nvm. slipper got a line for the big toe dere. he purposely put his whole foot thru the partition. den walk lyk an idiot. forced him to walk without his slippers. quite satisfying. my father pity him again. he dun deserve it la!!! argh. anyway, went back hotel. he immediately run arnd. den keep shouting at the aunties. scolding them. cant stand him. no respect at all. heard he broke his father's 3 wine glasses just coz they let him go basketball at 6 instead of 5.30 if i am thef atehr i wud ground him and prob whack him until he faints. literally. pissing is he STOLE MY CHOCOLATE CAKE. and he aint remorseful. when i got another one, he attempted to attack it. i shotued at him in the lobby. hey that cake is worth shouting for in the lobby kay. yummy! anyway wad else that idiot do? oh ya! at the swiss hotel. floor too cold. father made him sleep with me. single bed. knn fuck. den that K shape again. den hor suddenly i woke up, his foot was in my face. nvm, he kicked me. ok, he fart in my face. its ok oso. worse is HE STOLE MY ENTIRE BLANKET TO BE HIS PILLOW. freakign cold. i hadta push him aisde to drag my blanket back. it was HORRIBLE. he aint even near remorseful dat hes such a nuisance. that sucka. thinks hes sooo right in everything. oh hes soo wrong man. wah lau. everything he do or say he thinks its correct. has no qualms at all. wished he wud be under my care for a day without other relatives. i give him boot camp man... screw that guy. u haf no idea how a sadistic mind can come up with insults and punishments. argh u freak! arrghhh! lazee to write liao. suddenly alot came to me. argh that bitch.
now for his dumb sister. shes nt just dumb, shes mutt. owas dunwan tok. but when scolding her brother she can scold loudly lyk some da jie da. scold her she cry easily. dunwan ans. ask her those questons she wun reply. idiot sia. den owas do wrong things WITH the brother. without shes jsut blur. otherwise fine. but her blur is fucking blur. she dun even noe where we going. she jsut follow. ask her wakl back she wud say duno. u ask her y duno she give u thsi flat ans COZ I STUPID MAH. oh mifuck i just wanna grab her head and crack it or smth. arrgh. y BOTH SO SICKENING ONE?! AHHHHHH!
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Friday, August 6
ahchooo. blech. keep sneezing and coughing today. sick la obviously. but no fever. blcehh.. tmr going malaysia. now just finish packing bag. ha.. nth to say abt today.nat day was boring. upload pics when i return on tues night or smth.. ah ya cant stand it. at parade square... so hot. den after that some few sickening concert den end la.. hung arnd with my gang again. den go marwin house play mahjong. haha.. v fun this part. shant elaborate much. i go sleep ler la. bon voyage to meeee. hahaha.
- DEAD
Thursday, August 5
ahhhh. duno where to start. anyway i nearly everyday oversleep sia. sian.think yesterday la. went suntec with guan kang and geoff. i go repair hp. shun bian watch iRobot. nice man. haha.. den lidat la. wah lau hp repairs can go up to 130 bucks le.... i think would be maximum lor. i totally cracked the screen i think. sigh.
anyway, today. ya oversleep on bus. anyway in sch was boring la. stupid lor go down for taf club den say no taf. knn. anyway today v boring. whole day was slow. might flunk geog. sigh. tried ler. den the SS period was totally slow... very slow. sigh.
after school go pasta mania with joanne chan and shing ee.. haha. eat until lyk siao. vv fun. den take neo. window shop. sit at mac and chill. had a mini bio lecture.. haha...
now so sian. my mom so cute. she bought a box of ham and put in fridge. den i open fridge she put a note dere. I CAUGHT YOU! NO EATING OF HAM! ahhhaha..
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Tuesday, August 3
sigh. hp lcd screen can cost up to 130 bucks. wonder where to get such money... duwnant ake from dad. its almost too often. guilt stricken. shud haf slimmed down. den wun bang into my hp that hard..depressed. lyk totally. without fail i would think of last year, those weird times we share and fun times. bad times. all the time. but its everyday i would think of it. every hour. i cant help it. sigh. guess those times are too good to forget.. almost inseparable. but i guess smth gotta happen. mebbe it aint the other fella. mebbe its me. or mebeb i am paranoid. i think i am. going insane as the seconds tick past my clock, leaving behind a residue of madness and utter insanity, tormenting its bearer with the bittersweet thoughts of a history that seemed so perfect.. but at the same time, a story that has no happy ending, as it didnt even have a sequel. ended abruptly. just lyk that..dont ask me y i write so cheem. so u wun understand. and that person wunt too. guess some people are really worth treasuring and the remembrance, although that relation doesnt continue.. not gay btw. dun think dirty. hahahaha. not lesbian oso. and not bgr.. haha.. but.. mebbe its someone i am willing to do anything for? anything has restrictions btw. but pract anything. sigh. i am useless. no will nor power that could help me overcome this senseless thought. an onslaught of meaningless but beautiful memories.... fuck la. stop toking lyk this. i aint no bloody poet. ha.
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Sunday, August 1
sianned. sad day. ytd got notsointense training at the start. den ending got intense. hmm. song.den went ndp. thot will rain din dare bring cam. fuck. missed alot of good shots. nice fireworks man.
today. laze arnd la. go beach skating. din skate much. ate fudge cake. shucks. den at nice go bukit timah. yummy food. walking home den FUCK. i fell down. crushed my hp. lcd screen spoil. knn. now hafta fork out own money repair liao la. sian.
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